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[devilofaboy]

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[devilofaboy]

[He didn't want to think that the reason Kavinsky could be okay now was entirely because of him. He wanted to think that the other boy would have been alright whether or not Ronan had visited him today. Ronan didn't think he was dying over. Again, he had to remind himself it wasn't entirely his fault. He'd just been what pushed Kavinsky over the edge. Which still felt like it was his fault.

He wanted K to be okay on his own two feet and to not need Ronan, but he also- he wanted to be there for him for the time he did need someone. It was complicated, but- he didn't want all of K's mental health hinged on him. Because he couldn't trust himself not to be an asshole in the future and ruin things. He'd already done it once, after all. He wouldn't do it on purpose, though.

Swallowing, he took a deep breath. Then another. It was a wonder he'd caught Kavinsky alone, probably. Where were his boys? From how hard Proko had punched him, Ronan would've figured they wouldn't stray too far.

Doing his best to conceal a sniffle, he nodded.]

Yeah, I can.

[He didn't have a curfew, he didn't need to be home before a certain time or risk turning into a pumpkin. No- that was wrong. It would've been his car that turned into a pumpkin. Either way, he was in no hurry to leave. He couldn't imagine just walking away again now, even if it would be far less devastating than before. He wanted to hold Kavinsky and touch him and just exist in the same space with him.]