Open RP Post

[devilofaboy]

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[silkensupra]

[Fuck, but Jiang felt almost overwhelmed. There was so much that he wanted to say, so much that he wanted with Ronan. It was part of why he wanted to date him, honestly, because then he felt like it would be okay if he was a little selfish and a little greedy. He was allowed to want to wrap Ronan around him and hold onto him, to kiss him and love him and give him everything that he had to offer.

Hearing Ronan say that he wanted him, that he thought Jiang was special, it was perfect. Everything he could have hoped for when he'd first started planning out this idea. How did he say I love you without scaring Ronan, or losing his nerve? He let something else say it for him.]

I-- Fuck, Ronan. What are you doing? Do you wanna go for a drive?

[Because hearing his voice was good, but of course, he wanted more. He wanted to see his face- his boyfriend's face- and say all of this looking him in the eyes. He wanted to sit in the BMW and hold hands and have his first kiss, and just... He wanted to spend time with him. He had homework, but this seemed more important.]

You matter to me too. I think you're amazing.

[devilofaboy]

[He was doing nothing, honestly, but even if he had been in the middle of something he would have gladly dropped it in a heartbeat to go for a drive with Jiang. He felt- it was hard to put into words. He was a little overwhelmed but in a good way, like the room had just tilted a bit but it was all right because his heart was beating so fast and he couldn't stop smiling and-]

Yeah, I do. I want to go for a drive with you.

[And it was easy, for a change, saying that he wanted something. He didn't know what the difference was right now between all the times he struggled with feeling okay to want things, but he wasn't going to complain.

Jiang said he thought he was amazing and Ronan's cheeks flushed. He could argue about that, sure, but- someone genuinely thought he was amazing. He wanted to hold onto that sentiment, frame it and hang it on his wall. He wanted to kiss Jiang and hold him and- what did he say to that? What did he say to 'I think you're amazing'?]

You're better. You're- [He made a frustrated noise, aimed at himself, because words were fucking hard and sometimes he hated that he had to use them to communicate.] -you're like a dream.